When i was young,
I would yearn, to grow up.
Stone there for hours & hours, again and again, thinking how it would be when i was really an adult.
Dressing up, making up.
Or really really old, telling my grandchildren 'bout my past.
I would look in the mirror, look out on the streets, admire how adults look.
But being an adult-to-be now,
i still feel so small.
The feelings are so pure if you don't know anything.
I'm proud to be what i am.
Since young, i learn how to socialise more than before, i laugh louder than before.
I thought making friends were easy.
Then, as a prefect.
With all those experiences I had, i could now just walk in a class during orientations, & immediately bond with them.
Or having lil' groups with new prefects & lead them into talking, or go out with friends' friends, clicking with them immediately.
To me, i thought socialising was easy, becos' it had become my thing.
Perhaps sometimes it weren't true,
especially with people that think you're an outsider.
Perhaps i'm just a good friend's girlfriend, that's all.
Nothing special, nothing to entertain.
& that hurts me, & i cried.
Yeah, i'm very senstitive.
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Argh, forget it. Can't wait for Orientation camp tomorrow! :D
Off to pack my bag ;D
I'm taking Class 1R1 bytheway! (:
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