Is that what you call LOVE?

Hellyeah, i thought today would be another normal day for me.
But turns out it's not.
You freakin' cheated on me, for the 2 time? I don't know.

You said there's no lies between us. But then how about you?
Fucking sleep with girls behind my back? Yes, you didn't have sex with them, but you was lying on the same bed with them, snatching some pillow or some bolster.
& asking her to lie to me, or rather to edit her blog so i'll never found out you freakin' did that.

Bitching behind my back uh?
Ass, i'll never forget how you tell her that she's better than me, & you like her more.
Waiting for her online to chat, & flirting with her. You was like online flirting with her & you're not happy whenever i talked to your guy-friend. & so i stop, but did you?
Did you fucking tell me the truth? Stories about her & you that you made up.
Great liar.

Worst of all, you tell her everything i told you.
Those are things to be shared among only us, only us. Not another outsider.
I didn't even tell any of my friends.
Yes, so what? So what if you, don't like me before & want a freakin' breakup with me?
So what? So what i cried for 3 days?
& so what i said i can't live without you?
So what i begged you not to leave me? Yes, so what?

& that doesn't means you can tell someother people about all these. Argh, i don't give a damn now in telling all this out.
& when you said patch back, i thought you really love me.
But then?
You fucking told her that you don't love me that much, & just wanna me to feel better? Is love such a charity show?

But that doesn't give you any rights to bitch about me behind my back with some girls. Not only her, my cousin, & my friend. You fuckin' bitched about me behind my back, like i'll never found out.

I forgiven you once, twice but not this time.
& i was so damn angry with you, you still dare to ask me what i'm angry about. Like duhh?

& you told me you think i don't love you anymore. I still baked cookies for you yesterday night until 1 or 2 am plus even though i need to wake up at 8 today?
But what did i get? Uh?

Since you wanna let everyone, or rather everygirl near you to know what's between us. To bitch about me. Tell you what, i'm helping you now by blogging about it.

If that's what you call love, thanks. I had enough.
If that's what you wanna do, break my heart? Or make me feel like a bitch?

Congrats, you did it.
& i don't need another girl to share my boyf.
And yes, just imagine you made me cry on my bus trip back. Alone.

Ohyeah, & hell yeah, you said you would be rotting at home without her blogposts. Like wtf.
Since you love her presence so much, better get away from me.
Not like you tell me everything, i found out myself cos' i'm so bored that's why i was looking at your msn convo.

Be gladful that i didn't look at other girls' convo if not you won't get to live to tomorrow. I might find out more, but one is enough for me to bear.
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Sorry for the use of swear words which i usually don't.