Ohoh hellos Earthlings (:

Here some lil' words for my dearest girlfriend, & also every lil' hurted souls out there:

2 years ago, when i see you, I knew it. You are the cheerful type and everything seems possible as long as they are within your reach. You love, you care and you are very enthu too. I love to see our smiles, & your sweeetest jokes that make my world go round. I know you are the one.
And when i see your tears, i was thinking where is my lil angel going? I couldn't help but to give you a tight hug, hopping my hug will rush everything of your's troubles away.

There are times when you feel like the end of the world, there are times when you feel like everything backed you out. & so, you toook the painful way, to cut your wrist or any damage you could do to yourself to make yourself feel better. Of cos', there are times when i cry in the bathroom, feeling bad, there are times when i smiled & hurted a million times inside, there are times when i feel like i'm the worst in the world & there are times when i wanted so badly for just someone to understand me. Girl, i was like you before. Tearing everyday, and there's even once i feel like committing suicide so that everything will stop. But when i stopped crying, everything was still the same. & here was when i realise that even if i jumped down from the building, i'm just a little soul that disappeared & mine loved ones will be helping my solving my problems.

Crying dosen't solve, all we need to do now is think about how to solve the problems. & in similar circumstances, cutting your own wrist doesn't solve any lil' problems at all, it's just a form of physical pain to make yourself feel much better. But think again, the problems are still there. Why not share with us your feelings and tell us obstacles. You may think that the world universe hate you or you are someone who is very loathsome, but let me tell you, no, to me, you are the sweetest girl i ever met. & also, let me see your smiles again. Once again, i lovee you sweeetie.

& here are some words for you too, boy (:

Hey friend. You are super good, super kind and i remembered when i just know you, i find you irritating and i think that you knew about this too. But now, after talking to you for various times, i found out that you are actually a veryvery good friend, a fantastic one, in fact. Although there are a few lil' million times whereby you threaten me that you would say out who i like, but after all those sweating moments, you didn't and in fact, you gave me alot of encouragements. I enjoyed talking to you & forever, we will be friends. And i hope that this time round, you will be alright and stand back on your feet. Think this way: She might not like you, but there are dozens & billion & zillion & trillion of girls that might see the good in you. & also, no matter what, there are always friends that stand next to you forever, like me. Just turn back, and you will see how much we treasured you. Forever & ever, friends forever (:
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hahas, kind of long post ~
anyway. im off ald.
Meeting my dearie YEOSIYING & going out with laisi & audric for dinner ;D

With loves & yours truly,
Sawyi ;D