Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Break-free.
Im still th lil' girl there's here for you.
& please, at least makes me know that, it's isnt all that afterall.
Chinese New Year is supposed to make people happy, & so, i falsed that smile.
Th fake lies that im already sick of hearing.
Smiling for th sake of smiling,
& breathing for th sake of breathing.

I cried.
Actually cried. If i said that i wasnt crying or it was some foreign paticles in my eyes, admit it, im lying. It doesnt worth it to cry over you, but do, let me know or hear, they weren't the truth. My eyes are sore & i knew im short-of-breath.
Im actually tired. & rika, if you are reading this, now i finally know why i said you are sensitive in th past, cos' now am, thinking tooooooo much. & i do loveee you loads.

Im so whacked & languorous, every single lil' thing losing out of control. Im left so breathless.
And th nearest distance are th walls.
Will you help me fake my death? Help me fake a final last breath? Tell me th truth & make th cruel play. Please, please help me fake my death, simply im tired.


Thanks dennis for acc me & ily <3

Loves,
Sawyi.

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HEYHEY :D
i just added some new songs to my blogg ;D
Lika a boy from Ciara,
Zombie by th cranberries (damn nice),
walk away by Paula Deanda,
& withyou by cris brown.

Faved, ohdude, i think im starting to love english songs ald.

:D

takecaress,
Byeeee {=
Sawyi.